As humans we all feel a sense of loneliness. The feeling of being unwanted eats away at our souls. Being left out of something hurts everyone. Lately I have been feeling this abandonment from people around me. Should I let it get to me? No, but the feeling doesn't leave. Should I talk it out? Yes, but that always seems to make it worse. Whether I sit in my room and not think about it or go say something, someone is going to feel bad and the situation will get blown out of proportion. In my particular instance it's more of jealously. This is something else we all face in our lifetimes. How do we fix it? That is something I ask myself everyday when I notice they are hanging out. Did I do something wrong? If you have a problem with someone talk to them. Explain why! Share with them the anger/frustration so that person can change or at least be aware of what they are doing. Another question I ask my self is Why! Why do you act so differently around me than you do the other person? Who is the real you? I've seen so many different sides of these people I don;t know if I've come to enjoy the right personality. We used to be together all the time and now I'm not apart of your daily feelings. I am nothing to you! I'm wasting my time trying to impress you. I just want to be apart of your life and I feel like every time I see you together I get pushed away little by little. The one thing I can do is change my mind set and stay POSITIVE!!!
