Gloomy

As I look outside the color grey surrounds my every thought. There are ducks on the pond and geese in the air. Today is a wonderful Tuesday. The mist hits my face as I walk to class. The sping sowers are here in BEAUTIFUL Colorado. Today is 420! The day people go buy a sack of green and smoke all day to relax. Boulder, Co isn't far. I want to go see friends but they grey sky makes me sleepy. As I sit in the library of my University I wanna give thanks. Thanks to God for putting me here. The freinds I've made are ones that'll last a lifetime. So even though the day is calm and gloomy, I'll put on a BRIGHT smile live life and be POSITIVE!!!

So Far Away

Where are you? I don't know who you are. I feel like a young chlid waiting by a window to see your face. The texts have stopped and the friendship feels like it is dieing off. Will it be back to normal when we see eachother? I see her writing you and you responding. Maybe it's jelousy but I know she's trying to steal you. The problem is that you havn't seen it yet. You know who are and I want us to be back to normal! I can't tell you straight up cause I'm not ready to arguge. Just take this and let it sit in your confussed mind. When you're sad I will always be here for you but it's your job to to realize that. Will you find a new me? Cause I'll never be able to replace you. You are my BEST FRIEND! I love and miss you dearly. I miss the sound of your voice and the comfort of your laugh. Please Please feel free to talk to me. My phone is always on. When your ringtone goes off my heart becomes giddy with joy. I honeslty hate being so far away from you. When we are together I know we are loved as a team. When we are apart I feel like I have more room to fail. I miss you!!!! Our time is almost here. i'll try and stay POSITIVE!!!