R~ YOU will never know how it feels to be me
I~ YOU will never know what I think in the inside while i laugh on the outside
E~ YOU will never know how i'm changing for good while I watch you change for the bad
N~ YOU will never know that its hurts when I get slammed
D~ YOU will never know that i want us to be forever
S~ YOU will never know that I pray for you cause you would never consider doing it for me
Tomorrow is Thanksgiving and I want you to know I am thankful for YOU. Even though you will never know!
What are you? What are your dreams? Why do you act the way you do when no one approves? Do you see the way people look and stare? Do you understand how it feels to be the odd one out?
I have an answer for each one of these questions and sadly I know they aren't the same as yours. I try, I try so hard to be one but it never works out. There's always that one that makes you change. Do you see that? It's alright I'll go back and and conform, then see you again where the same thing...it keeps running on. Know I love you! Know that I am changing and I wish you could too. Watching you go downhill is hard for me; I wanna chase after you but i'm afraid I might trip and fall. I know it's different and I'll do my best at playing it off but ME is not the I. I am having a hard time taking the jokes. But ME knows the jokes are hilarious. I know for a fact that where I am ME doesn't want to follow. I think what we do is wrong! But ME, well shit, that's the best part of my life. I am sorry for the change. Just know ME tries to get away.
Try and understand it's not ME it's I that is done running the race. As of now it's not so easy trying to stay POSITIVE!!!
