Sometimes....
I wish I had friends,
I wish I had friends and family,
I wish I had friends and family that cared about me as much as I care about them,
I wish I had understanding of the future.
I wish I had a strong enough Faith where I wouldn't question God .
I wish I had something different than what I have now.
I wish I had confidence in the world.
Its so easy to look at your life and see everything wrong about it... I have a really hard time looking for the uplifter that has occurred throughout my day. I feel like people don't understand what I try to share or how I express myself. I feel like life is a competition, a competition for the best job, or the most money, best voice, best family, or even best friend. The thing is with competitions, there's always a loser and a winner. It up to me whether I want to be the winner or loser! In the midst of life and the upsets of the world having a good attitude can make the atmosphere different. In all circumstances try to look at the Good... STAY POSITIVE!!!
